A man among men

A tragic began in the midst of sanity

A hero came to save me from anxiety

With his dashing sword, he conquered the nightmare

brought by the devil's stare

He became my moon in the loneliest night

He captured my soul with his might

His owner was unworthy

of his love full of glory

If chance will be given,

I would grant the wish of the Charming;

to be loved and feel love

without regret in the end.

 

Lost Fairytale

He made a world of magic

because hi slife was tragic

Assembled with love and happiness

But suddenly turns to loneliness.

The castle was destroyed

The armor was rusted

Hid heart was shattered

All have ended

Putting the pieces together

to bring back the fantasy

but one thing is lost

THE FEELING!

CONFESSION OF A FAIRY

Leaves are falling
Butterflies are dying
Colors are fading
My inner core is shaking

Scar has been painted
memories have ended
my wings are broken
everything had fallen 

my heart is dying
tired of waiting
forever is hopeless
sadness is falling

Bookstore

Its been raining for almost two weeks and the sky seems restless and murky. I still longing to see him and to hear his melancholic voice, enchanting my heart as it goes through my eardrum.

We were classmates, and I didn’t realize that I will fall in love to an ordinary person and worse, I didn’t see anything interesting about him. It was my first year as an education student in one of the most exclusive school in the province of C*****. My first day is just an ordinary day, nothing special about the course also with the people whom I will be with for the next three years. My first two months was very disappointing because I thought that the decision that I made would make me happy. Until the day came, the day I heard his voice, the voice that made my heart melt and surrender to his heart melting voice. It was during our history class and he was task to sing a song using his own composition. I asked one of my classmates his name, and it was odd because his name is related to a bookstore. I talked to him but at the end of our conversation, I started to giggle. He was annoyed when I giggled maybe he thought that I’m laughing because of him. One night, during our class in values, I caught him staring at me maybe he haven’t forgotten what happened that morning. That conversation we had is the first and maybe the last. Until the day came for him to go and transfer to another school in their place. I was disappointed with the news about him. One Saturday morning I went to school to hang out with my friends. I’ve been waiting for almost two hours but they didn’t come. I saw him outside a computer café; I talked to him and asked what he’s doing. He said he’s doing the assignment of his board mate. He’s always like that doing the things what other people tell him. The news about his transferring was true and he will be going home tomorrow.

I know that it will be the last time I see him. I wanted to tell him how much I fell about him, I wanted to tell him to stay. I wanted to tell him a lot of things but he’s already gone. The night after that incident, warm tears kept falling my face. It was cold not because of the cold breeze of the air, it was cold inside.

He left and I didn’t get any information about him until today. I know that he didn’t see my tears because they were washed away by the disappointment that I felt. Now, I’m here writing the memories that I will surely treasure forever.

Honesty is the Best Policy

...LOVE…

...LOVE…

...LOVE… 

It is the most precious feeling that a person can experience but it can also lead people to its own downfall. Falling in love to a person whom you know is impossible to be with, yet you still do all the possible things to capture his heart.

I dreamt of being with him all day, ignoring the things people say but in the end I realized that my dream is far from reality. If only I would be given a chance to talk to him, to say the things that I wanted to say, to tell him how much I feel about him. Doing these things is impossible especially if your love for that person is FORBIDDEN. I don’t have the courage to tell my feelings to the very special person in my life.

One of my teacher said that falling in love with the same sex is disgusting, dirty, and nasty. (Ouch… that hurts me so badly…). But what can I do?... that’s what my heart is saying… that I’m in love with the person of the same sex. Yes;, there is something wrong with this kind of love and I’m happy with it and God wants me to become happy.

My love for him is forbidden, like the lion falling in love with a lamb or Edward falling in love with Bella. The relationship is impossible but they did all the things possible to continue their relationship.

As for me, I’m happy with my situation right now. At least I can see and communicate with him everyday. And I still believe that there will be a golden day of happiness to enjoy with him.

(^_^)

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SPUP FESTIVAL '10: The Opening

The scourging heat of the sun nor the pressure made by the event hinder the paulinains to witness the opening ceremony of the University Festival 2010 of St. Paul University Philippines last January 23, 2010.